第 13 期【THU. 楓華正茂】敢于嘗試，突破自我

敢于嘗試，突破自我

春光明媚，風和日麗，遙想上學期，歷盡層層選拔，我成功進入初中部的“鄧穎超班”，激動和欣喜之余，挑戰(zhàn)也正慢慢靠近我！

開學伊始，我們就迎來了楓葉一年一度的楓葉杯英語演講比賽。班主任為了讓我們都能夠參與其中，全員報名了這次演講比賽，大家也都贊同老師的想法，躍躍欲試！班里的同學都在抓緊每一分每一秒熟悉自己的稿子，與此同時，我卻在球場上盡情的揮灑著汗水，明天就要開賽了，我下午才得知這個消息。九級的同學們都已經(jīng)將演講稿完成并流利的背了下來，我卻連一篇像樣的稿子都沒有，要寫一篇稿子，修改，并背下來，我怎么算時間都不夠？演講比賽又迫在眉睫，再說了，我自從來海楓以來，演講比賽算是每次都有我的身影，但是，初賽這道大門，一次次殘忍地將我堵在了復賽之外，更不外乎決賽了。

在這種種原因的鼓動下，我終于潰敗了，我選擇了逃避，但是我還是讓媽媽把我去年的演講稿發(fā)給老師以防萬一。比賽當天，我跑到班主任辦公室，并跟班主任說明了原因及我想棄賽的想法，但出乎意料的是，王老師拒絕了我的請求，并對我說“你哪怕是拿稿子讀，也要上。”從辦公室出來我心中忐忑不安，我本來想用媽媽發(fā)給老師的稿子，但是我覺得那篇太簡單。無奈之下，我只好向同學借了一篇稿子來，到了晚上6:00，一想比賽馬上就要開始了，我急得像熱鍋上的螞蟻，一遍又一遍的讀自己的稿子，想將它給背下來，但是焦慮在我腦中上躥下跳，我怎么也靜不下心來，同時，也導致我無論怎么努力，稿子的記憶就像一團散沙，在我腦中，一陣風吹來就散了，我心中焦躁不安，負面情緒也如一個沙漏一般，隨著時間一點點的流逝，逐漸積累，我不斷的開始有了懊惱、煩躁的極端情緒，在這些壞家伙的鼓舞下，我再次向老師提出棄權(quán)，我跑到講臺上，跟老師說我實在是背不下來，我本以為成功了，心里就開始暗暗竊喜了，但是我才高興沒一會兒，老師就把我叫到了門口，并對我說了一番話，這番話徹底地改變了我的想法，“老師就問你一個問題，自己的去年的稿子還是借來的稿子，你要用哪篇稿子？選一個！”我看到老師堅定的眼神和語氣，瞬間打消了放棄的念頭。于是，老師并讓我一個人到辦公室去背稿子，辦公室中沒了教室里的喧鬧，心也靜下來了，出乎意料的是我竟只用了10分鐘，便將整篇稿子一字不差的背下來了。這是老師走進辦公室，看到我在背稿子，拍了拍我的肩膀，語重心長地說“這次只是一次初賽，你未來的人生路上會有很多你不想面對也必須面對的事，逃避不能解決任何問題，這次就算你最后是拿稿子讀下來的也會比逃避后獲得短暫的安逸收獲得多！”我也說出了自己怕給鄧班丟臉的想法，但老師告訴我不去才是給自己和給班級丟臉，要勇于面對挑戰(zhàn)！

最后，我從容地走進考場，一字不差且流利得將稿子背了下來，我從考場出來便懷著滿腔的激動跑去將這個喜訊傳給了老師，經(jīng)歷這次事情，我超越了自我，不論最后結(jié)果如何，我都心滿意足！收獲了經(jīng)驗，突破了自己，就是最大的榮譽！

是啊，每一個人都有想放棄的時候，但是這就像一條分叉路口，你的每一次不同的選擇都會帶你走向一個不同高度的人生終點。在“鄧穎超班”學霸如云的環(huán)境里，我更應(yīng)該嚴格要求自己，不放過任何能鍛煉自己變得更好的機會！

Dare to try and break through yourself

Spring is bright, the wind is bright and the sun is beautiful, think far back last semester, through all layers of selection, I successfully entered the middle of the "Deng Yingchao class", excited and joyful, the challenge is also slowly approaching me!

At the beginning of school, we ushered in Maple Leaf's annual Maple Cup English speech Competition. Class teacher in order to allow us to participate in which, all members signed up for this speech contest, we also agree with the teacher's idea, eager to try! The students in the class are grasping every minute and every second familiar with their manuscripts, at the same time, I am on the pitch to the full spread of sweat, tomorrow will start the game, I only learned the news in the afternoon. Level 9 students have finished and memorized the speech fluently, but I did not even have a decent manuscript, to write a manuscript, modify, and memorize it, how can I calculate the time is not enough? The speech competition is imminent again, besides, since I came to Haifeng, the speech competition has been me every time, but, the first race this door, again and again cruelly blocked me outside the rematch, is nothing more than the final.

Inspired by all these reasons, I was finally defeated. I chose to escape, but I asked my mother to send my last year's speech to my teacher just in case. On the day of the competition, I went to the head teacher's office and explained with the class director why I wanted to abandon the competition, but unexpectedly, Mr. Wang refused my request and said to me, "you have to read it if you want to read it."

Coming out of the office, I was nervous. I wanted to use my mother's manuscript for the teacher, but I thought it was too simple. But under the helplessness, I had to borrow a manuscript from my classmates. At 6: 00 p.m., as soon as I wanted to start the competition, I was so anxious as the ant on the hot pot that I read my manuscript over and over again, and wanted to memorize it. But anxiety jumped up and down in my head, and I couldn't calm my heart.

At the same time, it also led me, no matter how hard I tried, the memory of the manuscript was like a loose sand. In my head, a gust of wind broke away, and my heart was anxious and restless. Negative emotions are also like an hourglass, as time goes by, gradually accumulating, I constantly began to have a chagrin, irritable extreme mood, inspired by these bad guys, I again proposed abstention to the teacher, I ran to the podium, I told the teacher that I really couldn't memorize it.

I thought I had succeeded, and I began to secretly rejoice, but soon after I was happy, the teacher called me to the door and said something to me, which completely changed my mind. "the teacher just asked you a question, his own last year's manuscript or borrowed manuscript, which manuscript would you like to use? Pick one! " I saw the teacher's firm eyes and tone, instantly put an end to the idea of giving up. So, the teacher and asked me to go to the office to recite the manuscript, the office without the noise in the classroom, the heart also quieted down, unexpectedly, I only took 10 minutes, then the whole manuscript to memorize the word-to-word down.

This is when the teacher walked into the office and saw me reciting my manuscript, patting me on the shoulder, saying with great care, "this is only a preliminary race, and there will be a lot of things you don't want to face and have to face on your way to life in the future." Avoiding doesn't solve any problem, even if you end up reading it. I also said that I fear of losing face for our class, but the teacher told me not to go to the class is the most humiliating, to face the challenge! I was so surprised and happy that it spread all over me.

In a few moments, I came to the stage, I calmly put on a word and fluently recited the manuscript, as soon as I came out of the examination room, I ran out with full of excitement to pass on this good news to the teacher, after this thing, I exceeded myself. No matter what the end result, I am satisfied! Gained experience, broke through their own, is the greatest honor!

Everyone wants to give up, but it's like a fork in the road. Every time you make a different choice, it takes you to a different height of your life.